My mock is here and gone!
Jus one more paper tml.
But u noe... its pretty redundent for mi to go for it.
I din study.. I read thru(& im still lack of 5chapts).
I din do qns, or draw any graphs.
I feel i sldnt go.
But something is telling me tt i sld.
I shall see how tml..
actually the mock's results does not scare me, its my attitude tt scares me.
My menses pain is killing me. Its coming too much.
To e point tt i feel faint.
Arghh!
I stick to wat i like too much.
Like the color black and white.
& my fish bee hoon, jeff chang, and other stuff.
But the mian point is, i don try other stuff.
and now, im itching to go jeff's concert.. jus to hear it live.
i love to feel the pain when he sings.
He reminds me too much.
But although better to forget, i rather live thru it again,
and learn thru my mistakes AGAIN.
(the 'lessons' u learn will be forgotten also wat!)
aiya.. no1 knows wat i toking abt also.
haha.
im still having weird dreams, and yes, i wake up and stare at the ceiling too.
wth rite.
seriously ar, my mense is killing me now. But on the other hand, i hope its my mense tt gif mi this stupid attitude.
I mean hello!!
I went Genting when im suppose to be studying for CF.
I slack and throw my temper when im suppose to be studying for PBF.( i left 18mks black)
I went for slacking session, seisha, bday party and movie when im suppose to be studying for POA.(I left 25mks blank)
And now, im here complaining abt my menses and sort of made up my mind not to go for exam tml.
Its not reaaly becos i dono how to do la... i jus don ve the mood.
.... im gg to call gene now and cry.
mood swings.
f* menses.
i dono wat the hell im doing here ranting n ranting.
oh oh... one more thing.. i realise tt soon my life will be like robotic.
and sad to say, it was wat i was looking forward and now, im having second tots.
i dono if it is the first i want so much.
... ... ... ... ... .... ....
the rest will be recorded in my brain.
-the end-
menses suck.
A girl. Tired of everything.
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